Emailed : letter 4

Well we found out that nannie Elton had cancer. we know she wasn't well but it was still upsetting. it took time to realise that she wasn't going to be around to see her 1st great grand-daughter candice. we told nannie we was having a girl and she was really happy and said that she know it would be a girl. We told her that we are calling her Candice, nannie liked it but also said she likes the name Rachel. so we choose to put Rachel in as a middle name. Nannie died on 6th Sept 2010 we was really upset but glad she had passed away because now she isn't in pain. Darren felt angry that she had gone and also felt happy, relief, sad, confused and just wondering if there really is a god then why does he make people suffer. We still think about nannie now and talk about her. We really hope that she would be proud of us and Candice. As nannie can't be at the wedding this year, we hope she will still be watching as we are making sure nannie is apart of the day.